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My hatred for my body and my inability to do anything about it

from Isabella James by Isabella James

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I want you to know that I don't hate you,
I just can't stay here anymore,
Depression has overwhelmed me,
I can't escape my aching sores.

But you don't make it better,
If anything you make it worse,
So drag me out of this godforsaken house,
Lying on a herse.

I cry myself to sleep,
Every night,
But you don't care about that.

I mutilate myself,
Everyday,
But hey hey hey now.

I don't think you know how much I love you,
But I hate you at the same time,
Its a dichotomatic spiral,
One I'm putting behind me.

And I'm ready to go,
I'm ready to leave,
I'm ready to tell you,
What I mean.

I'll make friends,
I'll drive cars,
I'll eat food,
I'll go far,
And it won't be a problem.

But look at me when I talk to you,
And maybe you'll realise,
My traumatic experience never was a crime.

But look at me when I speek to you,
And maybe you'll realise,
Maybe baby maybe you just had no reason to rhyme.

I cry myself to sleep,
Every night,
But you don't care about that.

I mutilate myself,
Everyday,
But hey hey hey now.

I cry myself to sleep,
Every night,
But you don't care about that.

I mutilate myself,
Everyday,
But hey hey hey now.

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from Isabella James, released February 15, 2021

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