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Hineni:

Maybe I am a beam of light,
Waiting anxiously like an angel,
Restless in virtue all these days till,
Rainbows from all my pores take flight.

Maybe I am more earth than life,
Like my blood flows with soil,
No soul, barely a body that will,
Return to nothing when I die.

If God made man why is their still dirt,
And why do these joints fail me more and more,
I'm coming apart God why would you stitch these flaws,
Why would you make me to feel this hurt?

Sometimes it feels like I'm not meant for this world,
Placeless and sad this lonely girl.

Is time a greater blindsider than death?
After my body goes will there be anything left?
Can the waves of time be gentle and graceful?
Or will age hit me icy and glacial?

The day I find the smell of beachwood tree succorry,
The sight of white velvet or other twee Luxuries,
Attractive like the female monster,
One finds in elevated horror.

I'll find it in my heart to love myself,
As rebellion the aging woman inside me knelt,
And attraction is just the bones of space,
Solemn are the bones of this lonely face.

Sometimes it feels like I'm not meant for this world,
Placeless and sad this lonely girl.

Hineni,
Hineni,
Hineni,
Hineni.

Are you?

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from The Dancers Reward, released March 5, 2024

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