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[Final Act] The Black Ship That Sails Over Balances Ashes (​(​Paeon for Dolores​/​Arya for Pride​/​The Hikikomori Idol's Secret Little Haven​/​Thee End​)​)

from The beauté faye upon her face, Non erthly thing it may desface. (Cult Of Lilith) by Isabella James

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Nyx's uterine treachery

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And when you killed caesar did it happen then?
Did the seven seels unfurl and the seven trumpets ring?
Suffering eternal in the way that christ did,
Do you love me now enough to make my commission your tenet?

It's going to hurt this time,
More than it's ever hurt before.

Our world is ending because of you,
There are no days and no nights just your own two bodies,
Rubbing against each other trapping the violets in the poppies,
Our world is ending because of you.

It's going to hurt this time,
More than it's ever hurt before.

Bodys become soul,
Soul becomes spirit,
Spirit becomes dust.
But it won't hurt again.

I promise it won't hurt again,
I promise you it won't hurt again,
You'll take this body to it's end,
I promise it won't hurt again.

Iseult abandoned abusive Hoel,
Apokryphatic beyond limit,
Plucked from what should I be clutched,
The blood formed a crust viscera stained skirt.

It's going to hurt this time,
More than it's ever hurt before,
And you can't go on like it's normal,
I know, I understand.

Renegue swine,
You can't know what you did to me,
Robbed me of my femininity,
And its going to hurt this time.

Like carrying,
A reminder of the best years of my life,
Everywhere I go,
With me.

There'll be days where,
The lights aren't gonna shine for you,
Where your arms are given up,
An empty cup vascular and grotesque.

Would a moonspot be colder,
Or brighter it can't be lighter,
The fighter inside her and,
Inside him with a kiss of icy,

Pride,
Milkwight,
Celestial,
Pride.

If I wake up with the wounds of Christ put me down,
Let the dogs tear me apart,
Mother Mary is this what you want,
A martyr of loneliness?

Does your daughter not deserve love?
Or even like. Care.
There's no hand to reach out,
CHRIST CHRIST RAPE ME ON A CROSS.

Would a moonspot be colder,
Or brighter it can't be lighter,
The fighter inside her and,
Inside him with a kiss of icy,

Pride,
Milkwight,
Celestial,
Pride.

I was young when I realised the terror of my body,
I am old now and there's nothing I've done about it,
I am an antediluvian casket of my own poison,
Growing into masculine husks.

I was old when I realised this was trauma,
When I realised the things I felt and heard weren't real (or at least you say they aren't),
I am a penumbra puppeteer of a horror show,
I want to kill myself.

One thing I do know. I was blind but now I see,
So rip my eyes from their sockets I don't want to,
Witness myself ripping my legs ripping my arms,
Destroying my body destroying my self.

It doesn't make a difference,
We're going to hell,
It terrifies me,
I am forsaken both ways.

I was young when I realised the terror of existence,
I am old now and I know that this too solid flesh,
Could melt and thaw itself into a dew,
Mine eyes are made the fools.

I was young when you culled me,
You didn't kill me,
But you left me dead,
I will hit the ground.

I don't drink,
I don't smoke,
I don't breathe,
I don't think.

One thing I do know. I was blind but now I see,
So rip my eyes from their sockets I don't want to,
Witness myself ripping my legs ripping my arms,
Destroying my body destroying my self.

It doesn't make a difference,
We're going to hell,
It terrifies me,
I am forsaken both ways.

We're already in hell,
We're already in hell,
We're already in hell,
We're already in hell,
We're already in hell,
We're already in hell,
We're already in hell,
We're already in hell,
We're already in hell,
We're already in hell,
We're already in hell,
We're already in hell,
We're already in hell,
We're already in hell,
We're already in hell,
We're already in hell.

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