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6TEI
06:46
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You can see the abuse in her eyes,
You can smell it in her breath,
Feel it in her sex,
Society has wronged her.
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Word's don't hurt me anymore,
But thoughts hurt me more than ever,
I fucking hate the way you look at me,
I know what you're thinking I can't go Whithersoever.
Sinking feelling like your,
Dreaming,
Even when your,
Awake.
Sinking feelling like your,
Dreaming,
Even when your,
Awake.
I find it hard to focus anymore,
Except on the itching on my nose,
The scars on my arms and crotch,
Self conscious about all my pose.
I'm not a misanthrope I'm a familithrope,
Of a smotherer who took all my hope,
I know you think It's for the best,
But you can't see how much you hurt me.
Why don't you believe me?
Why don't you believe me?
Why don't you believe me?
If you cared about me like you say you do you would've noticed,
You'dve noticed the things I hid from you,
Youd've noticed my scars and the fact that I nearly died in the shower under your own roof.
I fucking hate the shower,
It's cheesey to say but I really do,
I'm not fucking clean,
I'm a dirty pile of lies, masculinity and depression.
Sinking feelling like your,
Dreaming,
Even when your,
Awake.
Sinking feelling like your,
Dreaming,
Even when your,
Awake.
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Thanatic Staithman
03:29
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I don't want to die,
Not yet,
I don't want to put,
Anyone through that remorse and pain.
I want my heart to stop,
I want to be put into a coma,
I'm alive I don't feel,
I don't worry.
I've been losing sleep recently,
Everytime I close my eyes I hear screaming,
I see my own contortions,
My own blood and scars.
Your speaking to someone who's already dead,
I've been dying for senility,
I've been dead for epochs towering.
I want my heart to stop,
I want to be put into a coma,
I'm alive I don't feel,
I don't worry.
I have tumours all over me,
I have tumours in my mind,
I have tumours in my mind,
Carcinoma in my eyes.
I want my heart to stop,
I want to be put into a coma,
I'm alive I don't feel,
I don't worry.
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I can't sleep anymore,
I genuinely can't but I try,
I'm completely ruined,
I'm completely worthless.
I'm kept up by trauma,
Recolection of past events,
I'm kept up by you,
How you wept for me.
I'll never live a normal life,
I'll never be a normal girl,
You told me that,
You looked me in the eyes and told me that because you loved me.
You said you couldn't bare to see me be sad,
Yet you ignored me when I told you I'd tried to kill myself,
You ignored the hours I cried,
You're selfish I fucking hate you.
Her brains drifting somewhere else,
The pills they weren't adequate,
Falling to the fucking floor,
Her suicide was no approbate.
I'll never live a normal life,
I'll never be a normal girl,
You told me that,
You looked me in the eyes and told me that because you loved me.
She's bleeding out from her arms and her throat,
Sinking to the shower bottom outside a promissory note,
Promising the misery she wrote,
Her arrogance making her fucking choke.
It's been three hours now,
Noones come to see her,
Waters up to her knees,
She's drowning.
I'll never live a normal life,
I'll never be a normal girl,
You told me that,
You looked me in the eyes and told me that because you loved me.
All hell breaks loose around her,
Hallucinations surround her,
Is it the blood loss is it the sleeping pills,
She's a maniacal satanic Litterateur.
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